Sometimes I wish I weren't myself... Sometimes I wish I weren't as devoted to the things I do. Sometimes I wish I weren't as workaholic as I am. Sometimes I wish I didn't have such aspirations to be good at the things I enjoy working on. Sometimes I wish I weren't so independent. Sometimes I wish I were totally insensitive to other people's needs. Sometimes I wish I didn't think as much. Sometimes I wish I weren't so fucking sentimental enough to be triggered into this mood by listening to some sappy song... Maybe things will be a lot better that way...