Do we ever learn to just shut up and stop complaining? Will we ever learn to just stop waiting for things to happen and actually do something about it? As human beings is it just a given that we expect things to be done by someone else the right way but never try hard enough to correct it ourselves? Can we eventually learn to do the right thing even if there's no incentive? When do we really try to empathize first before becoming defensive like an idiot blabbering on and on about why the others have got it all wrong? Man, we can be so stupid...

I have a few wishes.... Well, actually this is not a wish, I'll just have to make sure that I find such a person. Anyway.... To whomever is going to be my wife (that's assuming I'll actually get married one of these days, which is a big friggin "IF")... Please please please... Don't sit around with your friends backstabbing other people... I know this is the stereotypical activity Corean housewives with nothing better to do are supposed to become engaged in with other equally available ladies, but hell... I dont' care if it means we have to pick up and friggin move to a whole another planet, or find a remote island void of all Corean people.... I simply don't want my wife to be the type of person willingly taking part in this kinda bullshit. There's nothing more, well actually that's not true... There are a lot of things I despise... so let's just say that this is one of'em... I mean... This is one of the things I truly despise about my own culture... The stereotypical ah-joom-mah culture that plagues the female kind of our people.... generation after generation... ladies... please get a life.

Man... if there's one thing that I simply MUST do on any given day, that's eating. Not purely for survival, but my brain is telling me that I'm hungry and constantly foreshadows what a great feeling it would be to eat! Why do I love to eat so much? Why does food give me so much pleasure?? Cannot believe how much I look forward to the next meal... It's almost too funny realizing that I'm asking myself "Hmm... didn't I just eat? Why do I want to eat again?". ^^; Man, life without eating... what would that be like???? Can't wait until I lay some major chow down action and make that turkey my bitch at this year's thanks giving joint! *ROAR* (hmm... whatever)

Life sucks. Well, everybody says that from time to time. Of course it really doesn't suck. It could suck, but in the grand scheme of things it might not actually reeeeally suck, if you catch my drift. Of course, nobody I know thinks like this. Well, they may think like this, but they usually don't react accordingly. What I'm trying to say is that most people I've come across including yours truly think in absolute terms, not relative. Meaning... Let's say I had just bumped my knee on a table and it hurts, and you stood there and told me that it's nothing compared to giving birth to a baby. Would I be like "Ohhhh!!! True! True!" and stop compaining about my pain? or would I curse incessantly and vow to remove you from my buddy list? =P

Well, so what gives me the audacity to claim that my life sucks? Well, the total amount of money I've spent in the last month on tickets totals close to $270. CMU parking has been a bitch.... That's a shitload of money, man.... I don't think I'll be getting anything for myself this Christmas... *SIGH* Pu heh! My life sucks, err.... rocks! Whatever...

So whether a movie is "good" or "bad" is a highly subjective notion. It isn't so obvious to conclude that just because a movie rakes in billions of dollars at the box office, it's a "good" movie. The common notion of a "good" movie seems to be more like a high IMDB rating than the box office numbers. Although, that's more about popular appeal than whether a movie is really "good", "bad", in between or beyond. Regardless, I saw two movies this weekend. This has become somewhat of a rare ocassion in recent months. I used to watch 5, 6 movies per weekend, but I seem to have become way too disorganized to be able to pull that off anymore. Now I average 1 movie a month if that. Simply pathetic. Look at how stale my blog has gotten, too... *SIGH* Hmm... I keep getting side tracked here... Goes to prove just how disorganized I am, doesn't it?

EEeeeeeenyway... So yeah, two movies. I saw Crash and 2046. 2046 is so obviously Mr. Wong's movie - complete with his right hand man Tony Leung - , yet it does have a bit more of an artsy fartsy indie feel to it. I enjoyed it very much, and there are some nice quotes about love in there that I resonated with. Now, I'm not implying that the two movies can be compared in any justifiable way, but Crash just blew me away. The simple fact that the movie was actually made lets me have hope that Holloywood can indeed make movies that portray something more than its usual (insert obnoxious high-brow statement on what Hollywood usually portrays here). It is still quite Hollywood in that its very much dramatized and it works the emotions in somewhat stereotypical ways, but I liked it a lot anyway. It was a movie recommended in passing by Mick, and I have to say that I thank him very much for the recommendation. Both movies come highly recommended from yours truly. Now go out and cop they thang!